Penny Goring

Fear

I fear there is no god.
I know there is no god.
I fear this.
I fear I have no faith.
I fear death.
I fear love.
I fear responsibility.
I fear there is no one person I could love completely and for ever.
I fear myself.
I fear my body and brain.
I fear my addictive nature and the way it tricks me.
I fear my mood swings and instability.
I fear money.
I fear poverty.
I fear my anger.
I fear ageing.
I fear fat.
I fear food.
I fear relapse.
I fear my perversity.
I fear my sexuality.
I fear I will not get what I fear I want.
I fear what I want.
I fear I will not get what I need, let alone want.
I fear lonely, drunken, drugged-up defeat.
I fear arthritis.
I fear hip replacement.
I fear ugliness and stupidity.
I fear violence.
I fear war.
I fucky hate it when I can't get through to you.
I fear people.
I fear outer space
and the Klu Klux Klan
and the gas chambers
and murder and rape and Vikings on horseback who will slash my spine and pull out my lungs to make the sign of the eagle.

Please Make Me Love You

love you like the red cross is blue love you like monster dog
love you like too beautiful too ugly love you like 7 devils riding a jar love you like luv lite

love you like new passion
love you like this is a hummingbird
love you like what I dream
love you like I was happy
love you like I was as a person was
love you like too skinny too much
love you like crazy new idea
love you like never corrected
love you like exposed behaviours
love you like disney technicolour shot through with the piss of god love you like the garden hero
love you like ultimate conversation
love you like my heart is a bowl
love you like begging
love you like my coven of the person who is ugly
love you like I couldn't speak french
love you like gigantic flower
love you like I made our xmas tree
love you like adventure means everything
love you like my breasts
love you like hate
love you like they fuck you
love you like I can say what I like
love you like dishonestly polite
love you like I am the interface
love you like I don't believe in landfills
love you like deep dark shit
love you like a cold thing
love you like it's art
love you like too blue, too blue, too skinny, too yellow
love you like you think you need
love you like I would like it
love you like everything temporary
love you like I believe in these colours
love you like I submit to the lights
love you like it was horrid
love you like ultimate sanction
love you like thank you it's gorgeous
love you like the sight of a clear day
love you like no yesterday
love you like I'm gonna feel
love you like my mum's dead uncle
love you like loophole
love you like sexual experiment
love you like believing in fog
love you like god's luxury omnidick
love you like room rage
love you like insecure
love you like absolutely no totally just made this love you like I kneel at the monolith
love you like I'm crying with your eyes
love you like I'm in your face
love you like jean genet reblogged this
love you like fruity fruit rotting
love you like one great transgression
love you like I squirt blood
love you like I'm underfoot
love you like second hand kink
love you like cigarettes in my bed
love you like ganglyfuck
love you like this one's for life
love you like I am the softness
love you like walking away
love you like the malfunctioning
love you like backwards the rain
love you like the little mermaid
love you like I'm an artist
love you like everything hurts
love you like relationships put fear
love you like derivative nature
love you like extreme yoga in humiliation gardens love you like nothing will take you
love you like better than thought
love you like porn for dead people
love you like I love that one
love you like violence is a game
love you like I just landed
love you like this is a love
love you like fuck it
love you like knowing next to feel
love you like fuck off god
love you like there is no madness
love you like my version of obscurity
love you like tenuous lol
love you like I clicked your link